For the past year, I have worked hard to check off the sexual urges, desires, positions & partners I want to experience before meeting my end. As a cougar, A mature woman that knows what she craves sexually, last night I able to check off a topic from that list. Having a hard, rough, slam bam in the park with a man old enough to be my own son, and all it cost me was my favorite pair of panties as he tore them away from me.